Saturday, October 18, 2008

stay tuned

I'm not exactly sure what's happening. I just feel a change happening inside me. It's like.....

  • floating in a river and feeling the water all around you and the sun beaming warm on you and hearing birds and water and stillness all at the same time
  • my mind wants to engage in the discussion but my heart keeps telling it to be still
  • a heaviness in my chest that isn't stress or anxiety and doesn't actually feel that heavy but it's solid, like a firm foundation being built in the core of my being

I really don't know what's going on inside my spirit/heart....I don't think I even want to know. I just want to get out of the way of whatever He is doing and let Him get on with it. I don't know what it's going to look/feel like when He's done.

The only certainty is that it will be beautiful.

1 comment:

Mandi said...

MB you are a wonderful writer and I am SO thankful that God is moving in your life. I always feel that when things in my heart are changing, it takes some time to readjust to that new way of "being". It sounds like God is planting a lot of peace within you. Blessings to you, friend, blessings.